The past two days have been a long two days. I got drunk the other day with friends and had a little break down emotionally. I realized tonight that I haven’t been reading my bible enough and I had to give God a lot because I can’t handle everything that I am anxious about and stressed over. I read tonight and prayed to give my worries away. I am not sure who is all reading this, but I feel like reading the word and praying helps my stress go away. I am able to give it to God and help him with my issues. I think I sometimes forget that since I have pride and wanna take on everything myself, but I realize I cant do that all the time. I am feeling better now. I am going to try and make it a commitment more so now to give devotion to God more so I can remain balanced in my life. Anyways I am tired..Goodnight readers and good night God.